A moment like this and that

I don't know whether is my problem or what
All the new classmate not dare to sit beside me
Or even talk to me
Maybe I dress like not in Foundation class?
Should be in Degree
Like some orientation leaders said to me earlier?
Damn it
I'm won't bite you guys or swallon you guys okay

UTAR
Is new to me
And I try my best to adapt into it
But so far I have no friends here except my high school friends
I means my classmate
And I feel bored for the 1st lecture today
Sitting alone and listen to the lesson
I start to EMO

It's strike me so sudden
Without any siren
And my mood for 1st day in UTAR spoiled
I don't know what is the fucking matter have such power
I try to think back hardly what have I done so far for 19 yrs and 19 days
Yet I still didn't get anything from my mind

Until I closed myself up in my room when I back to home
The feeling is so complicated
I know what the fuck I emo for
Is my college life in Taylor's

I do enjoy my college life in Taylor's
I learned lot of things from Taylor's
I learned how to be tough in study
I learned how to socialise with people around
I learned how to be independent
And I learned a word "Friends"

In Taylor's
I met a group of friends
An awesome group of friends
Or I called them Babes
They are important to me
I dare to say they are more important to my love one
I love them like my girlfriends

Treat me nice when I need help
Take care me when I need a accompany
Love me when I hate myself
Guide me when I am lost my way in life
Cheer me when I not happy
Warn me when I lost my behavior
Scold me when I do something out of my mind

H20 SnowFlake
Oblique MOS Poppy Library
SunwayTGV
Poker ShitHead Bluf
Alcohol

I love The Beatles' smell
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love the laught
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love the Dunhill King Size's smell
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love the sound of playin poker
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love rice
because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love Kent 6 Mentol's smell
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love the phrase of "LapSap"
because I know I'm be with "her" that time

But seem like everything is dissapear from me
I can do nothing
Begging? Impossible
And I just love them
I love you all, Babes
And now I just hope that I can get a brand new life in Kampar
God please bless me