Chillaxing

Physics test, you failed me. So sad. The questions are hard but I still can solve half of the questions, not bad not bad. (But it doesn't mean that I will get the correct one. Sometime apply the correct equation but didn't get the answer. Thats why I am so fuck up by Physics.) That means my scarifying for one night is worth it. But no last minutes study, is suffering. It make me sick, I just have a simple sandwich for my brunch, no appetite for eating. Once reach home, straight away lying on bed after bath. Damn tired, exhausted.

After completed so many task this few week, now have to focus on my final. Is around the corner, probably 17 days more. Is not enough for me if I study last minutes again. I remember one quote by Sarah Chong, one of my bitch. She said, "平时不屌书,现在给书屌" (You didn't fuck the book right now, you will fucked by the book later on.) Awesome quote by Adibah. Lolx. I miss her so much, is she having good time there? Time to backup my previous topic in order fulfill my requirement.

One of my slippers is MIA, missing in action. Fuck up. No slipper for me and I was like jumping back from others house back to my house with only one leg. Pity me. Fuck that dog. (I don't know which one eat my slipper but I sure is one of the dog there.) T T

I want go back to KL now as I can hang out with my friends there. I miss the air in KL. Miss the environment. I want go The Library again, best chilling place. 69 in Time Square for fortune telling and tarots. Blue bar for drinking. TGI Friday and Big Apple. ^^ Saving money for Topshop and others again. Trying to be fresh for next semester. Or stylo? Planning to go to S'pore, Malacca and Penang for semester break. Can't wait it anymore.

I am so bored as I trapped in home now. Outing, anyone?
XoXo

Sign off for studies
Chillaxing

Well done

"I can see yours effort in the slide and it is good. You guys did a good job. Marvelous." (Ms Puspha) Is real, that line is out from her mouth.  She is those kind of people seldom give compliments in this way, either she shoot you indirectly or she talks bad about your work. (Don't let her see please) Lolx. Partners and I did a great job for the lecture presentation. Finally I can relax for 1 minute for the presentation of entire semester. However after 1 minute, I have to come back to reality world - Physics test. Ouch. It is killing me. I never sleep for day. I keep awake for my revision as I never open the book for the last few lectures and now I am suffering. I tried to condense my study scoop for study 4 chapters in one midnight. OMG, I surprise that I am still awake due to 5 cup of coffee within 10 hours. I going to addicted to it, Holy shit. Anyway, I finished studying it and now is around 06:19am, just allow me chill and crap in my blog. ^^

I viewed back the recording of my presentation. Is a good show. However, in the last part, I suddenly forget what I want to said. It just spoiled the whole presentation, is like a black dot on a white paper. Sorry dude. And one more thing, my legs damn long~~~. maybe I should go for XxXxX. Haha. But have to gain more flesh first. Eat Eat Eat. Aka Aka Eating, LMAO.

Although I am "well done" in my studies so far, am I very "well done" in my life. I do not know. My life is miserable. Is like an economic cycle, I been through my life "peak" and "recession" process. But I appreciate that God sent me to this world, to my mum's little stomach. ^^ It is harsh and tough sometimes, but I view thing with different side. Think positivity, its making my life more interesting. At least I learnt more than most of the people and I taking the advantage of it. Thanks to myself for making me to Sasha Fierce.

Before I sign off, I would like to use my blog to curse some people out there. Although I know cursing others is not good, I am so pissed off about that and ya, I need to curse. Please appreciate what you have, and beware of your mouth. taking advantage off people and not saying thank you, fuck you all bitches. Son and daughter of slut.

Sign off to school.
(Good luck to myself for Physics ^^)

Oh my God

First OMG

This week, still I fuck up. I have to complete so many tasks in this week and the following weeks before final. Left 2 weeks, and I haven't start revision for all subject. How I going to handle that? No study week for me and I think I going to heaven especially my Biology and Physics. However, the re-test of Physics, surprisingly I did quite well, much much better than the first test. And my lab reports score almost full marks where I can pick up my confident back for this subject. Keep it on Edan Travis. Opps, is Travis Fierce.

Second OMG

Something funny happened in campus today. I am totally laugh my ass off when I recall back. LMAO. I was fetching back my friend A back to her room to take her stuff. And girl B called me. She asked me to go to computer lab in Block B for printing as her report is in my pendrive for our class at 1400 (2.00pm). Then when I parked my car and walking to block B, it was 1405 already. Somemore I met my lecture when I heading to block B while he is heading to block D for our class. I am like "OMG, I going to be late for class. Shit." Then I tried to print the stuff ASAP. God not bless me, 5 PCs we have tried, the PCs is failure to detect my pendrive and 2 PCs do not support 07' Words format. Holy shit, it was 1420 and we decided to go back to class as we late for the class for almost half and hour and B just copy and paste with my format I print extra for her. When I reach my class in block D, it was 1430 and I keep searching my bag on the rack. My bag was not there. OMG~~~!!! I left my bag at block B's PC lab. I walked back to block B and heading back to block D again. I was like sweating, like bathing. I was late for the class for 45 minutes. By the time I entered the class, classmates started to laugh at me. "What happened to you? (With smile and laugh)" So embarrass. LMAO. Even lecturer said, "Edan, you late for class right? Signed your attendance? (With smile also)" Lolx.

Third OMG

Tomorrow girl A and me going to face something challenging. She going to Ipoh for her JPA interview. Good luck to her. And me, pity me, have to do presentation in front of a lecture hall. T T sobing. It is tough for me as I get nervous easily. We do not have enough time for prepare the slide as Ms just give us 4 days to do our slides. Although tomorrow I going to wear a formal wear for presentation, I will still nervous like hell and hope not shaking while holding the mic. 

Fourth OMG

One of my best friend get dumped by his boyfriend. I know it is harsh for you as you seldom fall in love so easily. Just learn some lessons and see thing from positive side, hope you are okay now, and he doing the right choice. If you are single, we both can attend single parties and enjoy. ^ ^

And one of my friend is fighting with his loves one. Don't so upset on your baby, he will know your worries one days. Remember to treat Almo good, feed him with cheesecake. 

Another one get attached, maybe. Just be careful before and when in relationship. Anything just ask me. I am tool free consultant. Awesome?

Others two of them going to leave to US for their Degree. I going to miss you all like hell, babes.

P/S: I miss you here badly. Want to hear your voice before I go to bed. Good night.

Sign off.

Travis Fierce

This week I had observed so many objects, a lot of matter happened around me. One of my friend have a sudden mood changes. Why this world is so unfair? Those who not deserve for love can get their "unwell" love, however those who deserve for love does not have their true love. What the fuck is that? Just hope you are okay now. I always love you here. ^^

Next is about a little boy, one of my friend from KL.Why he is so slutty recently? 3 month before this happened, he looks like normal, a very cool yet funny guy. But once I know him more, SHIT. all of his evilness come out. He start to become bitchy, slutty. He think his outfits very diva-ish, but SORRY to say, "Is not that good if put on your body." Now even worse, he let everyone knows that he is a homosexual guy. What the fuck, this does not means that you have the fame, you just own CHILDISH. Bless you. "I would not guide you anymore, just let yourself figure out the bad side of the world. whatever I said to you you never listen, so maybe I have to shut up."

The matter that killing me now is my presentation. My lecture said I raised some strong points in my presentation, so she wants me to change my slide a little bit and present it in front of 200+ people. Holy craps, how I going to overcome my nervous. I have no confident on myself no matter how much effort I put in because some of the nightmare made me that. I going to die.

HEAT~~~!!! Beyonce Knowles's personal fragment HEAT is out now. But I think is only in States but not in M'sia. I want it so much as my collection because Bee is just a diva for me.I dreamed about this perfume yesterday and I try it in my dream. Is seducing and hot that really like Beyonce / Sasha Fierce. She inspired me, bring me up and cheer me up. Recently I was listening to all of her album, from Dangerously in Love to B'Day and then I am ... Sasha Fierce, the most potential album is the 3rd one. We can see both extreme side of her. I am ... is a soft, beautiful and lovely side of her. ...Sasha Fierce is the wild, diva, Beyocilious of her. I love it very very much. That where Edan Travis and Travis Fierce come into my life... I am ... Travis Fierce.

I desperate for going gum room now. However I do not want going to UTAR's gym room. It is too funny and silly. 1) Why a gym room so cold one? It will hurt our receptors and nervous system when we sweating in a low temperature room, and easily get cold. 2) People can see from cafeteria to the gym room when they having meal down there. Is funny when I having meal down there and saw a guy or girl doing gym, DISGUSTING. 3) A lot of friends there that making me feel embarrass. 4) A lot of hunks there. I am the smallest in size one and I might be discriminated and people will roll their eyes on me.

Countdown for my final, 3 more weeks. Is a very tough time because my final is like ONE SHOT in a row. All my test is fall on one week, and within one week have to sit for one paper for each day. Stressful. I do not think I can score high because my Biology and Physics's test making me death. Hope that final wont be so hard. After that week, I am totally free, for 1 month only. Ish.

Again, recommend a song for you all. "Smash into you" by Beyonce Knowles from her 3rd multi-platinum album, I am ... Sasha Fierce. Is a very nice and meaningful song that touch and attract my heart when I first hear it , like 2 years ago. Now waiting for her brand new album, every fans of her is waiting for her 4th explosive album. Go Bee.

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I hate Biology from the first page to the last page of the textbook, because it is all fact that I have to memorize the annoying and long term. Although I hate Biology, I think I am a brilliant for the chapter of cellular respiration. In order the simplest sugar called glucose converted to the energy we needed during cellular respiration, the whole process is freaking most of the course-mate's head. There are more than 20 different process by using more than 15 different enzyme to formed the by product then undergoes further modification of the organic compound to formed ATP, energy in common. We have to memorize all the process, the name of the by products and the enzyme. Is freaking out of my head currently, but as a Biology "hater", I still can remember some of the name of the process. Just give me some time for memorizing the by-product of the glucose.

By applying analogy from Critical Thinking, "Glucose is small yet complicated, how about human being?" But analogy is a weak argument because how can we compared between glucose with human being? I just make fun with what I learned. I learned how to think critically, hopefully. Now, the view in front of me is more detailed and clearer as I interpret the problems and incident more deeply and more critically. It is a good subject though. However, the lecture is so bored that always making me feel dizzy. Trying my best to stay awake in lecture but the best way is not listen to the lecture, but is to do my lab reports. LMAO. Next few weeks going to be a very tough week as all the lecture, lab report, presentation and assignment is running toward me. And Final is coming soon, I hope i am still alive that time.

Recently my networking have some conflicts. The first one is a sad conflict, one of my friend, he going to Canada in the coming May. I will miss him very much as he is my best friend since I am 7 years old. Next is a bad one, one of my friend, he said I am reluctant him. Something I want to clarify. These few day I am appearing offline due to tons of works and assignments. I seldom reply unnecessary message and I reluctant most of my friend in chat box. Sorry to said that but I am now not enough time for my assignments and I wish I can have 48 hours per day. And my emotion is not in a good mood these few day due to some personal stuff. Sorry guys. Then, a good one comes, OMG, I get my GOD's MSN finally and added me in MSN list. So f**king happy with it. Damn it, Besides, I just psycho few of my friends about personal life, outlook, and their education pathway. I can be a good adviser too. Should I study Psychology too? But is a mad job right? However all great people are crazy, I want to be great. Lolx. But, one of my babes, she is like very down these few days. I tried to get into her heart, but she not allow me to do so. I am so worry about her. She doing good now? I don't know. Hope she can let go ASAP.

I found out one very awesome song by Kelly Clarkson called "Sober" from her third album "My December". I think this song should be a single and share with her fans. The lyrics is meaningful, the melody is touching, the voice is awesome, the arrangement is good. Overall, is a big GOOD GOOD for this single, maybe would be the best song in "My December" and probably best emotion song from Kelly Clarkson and maybe best pop song of the decade. Try that song, is suit me. How about you?

Returning of Halo... (Lolx)

Upon someone request
I think I have to update about myself again in this "dehydrated" blog
It's been a long time I never open up my blog account
And having my best time to blog like this
Because of UTAR
U - Univeristy
      of
T - Tutorials
A - Assignments
R - Reports
Because it is end of the semester
All of my lecturers are trying their best to finish up their topic ASAP for final exam
Therefore the pity students are suffering now
Starting from this week
Every week have a test before finals come
Damn it
And next week is really killing me
Hope I can done all the UTAR soon and focus on my study

#Critical Thinking's Presentation
Should sex education introduce in school?
Think critically it's causes and effects
One may say Yes as educate the younger generation with more accurate information in sex
And one may say Yes as prevent unwanted pre-marital sex, abortion, and abandon baby in street
However one may say No as curiosity of younger generation lead to unwanted pre-marital sex, abortion and abandon baby
And one may say No as the misleading of the educator, parents, mass media and even peers
So should it?

#Who to blame actually?
I means Physics
Either Sir Issac Newton or the Apple
If Sir Issac Newton not in this world
Students "live happily ever after"
If the Apple do not drop on his head that time
We will not need to study all those kind of dynamics, force and those symbol symbol little thingy
LMAO

A moment like this and that

I don't know whether is my problem or what
All the new classmate not dare to sit beside me
Or even talk to me
Maybe I dress like not in Foundation class?
Should be in Degree
Like some orientation leaders said to me earlier?
Damn it
I'm won't bite you guys or swallon you guys okay

UTAR
Is new to me
And I try my best to adapt into it
But so far I have no friends here except my high school friends
I means my classmate
And I feel bored for the 1st lecture today
Sitting alone and listen to the lesson
I start to EMO

It's strike me so sudden
Without any siren
And my mood for 1st day in UTAR spoiled
I don't know what is the fucking matter have such power
I try to think back hardly what have I done so far for 19 yrs and 19 days
Yet I still didn't get anything from my mind

Until I closed myself up in my room when I back to home
The feeling is so complicated
I know what the fuck I emo for
Is my college life in Taylor's

I do enjoy my college life in Taylor's
I learned lot of things from Taylor's
I learned how to be tough in study
I learned how to socialise with people around
I learned how to be independent
And I learned a word "Friends"

In Taylor's
I met a group of friends
An awesome group of friends
Or I called them Babes
They are important to me
I dare to say they are more important to my love one
I love them like my girlfriends

Treat me nice when I need help
Take care me when I need a accompany
Love me when I hate myself
Guide me when I am lost my way in life
Cheer me when I not happy
Warn me when I lost my behavior
Scold me when I do something out of my mind

H20 SnowFlake
Oblique MOS Poppy Library
SunwayTGV
Poker ShitHead Bluf
Alcohol

I love The Beatles' smell
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love the laught
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love the Dunhill King Size's smell
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love the sound of playin poker
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love rice
because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love Kent 6 Mentol's smell
Because I know I'm be with "her" that time
I love the phrase of "LapSap"
because I know I'm be with "her" that time

But seem like everything is dissapear from me
I can do nothing
Begging? Impossible
And I just love them
I love you all, Babes
And now I just hope that I can get a brand new life in Kampar
God please bless me