Transforming

I went to Ipoh to get my daily facial cleanser today. I used to use Lab Series as it is specially designed for men. Unfortunately it doesn't work for me. My face still the same, an angel with stain on his face. LMAO.

I changed all of my stuff from Lab Series to Kose from Japan.

The sales girl gave me a promotion of free facial and free deep cleaning mask. Wow, it really work on my face. But the process is damn torturing. Can you imagine a needle poke over your skin and squeeze out the impurities? Is freaking pain. I have to bear it in order to get a softer skin. >,< Is nightmare but I just like the result.

I had made another appointment to do a facial treatment again. I going to have a nice face in future. ^^

Get more sleep,

ETC

In one sudden

Hanging out with one of my UTAR BFF yesterday in Ipoh, the environment is good for us to chat about when we were chilling in Starbuck before we heading to McD. Her tears was dropping when she talking on her first love in her college life. And I hate this part as I do not know how to comfort people with appropriate words. But I tried my best to make her to know, I just wanted her to let go as soon as she can. Bless her.

One of my friend in had admitted to hospital for operation and psychological for her illness. She such a pretty girl, with a lovable personality, kind heart and smart thinker. I sincerely hope she will be fine. Fully recover and send good news to me. "We will pray for you, may God bless you too."

Surprisingly, I dropped the first tear for you after we breakup. I wondering why I am so weak as matter had happened long time ago. I think it was fading away in my life, but it is not. It still in my heart, the memories is like the roots of tree, immobile and forever is there. Although the tear dropped with happiness, it is a bad memories for me, whatever have done is done to me. And I hurt a lot seriously. Like a cracked mirror, once cracked forever the line is there. Hope you are doing fine there.


Off to school library
ETC

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This week, I am free from test and presentation. I feel lighter now as last few weekd were my nightmare of test, assignments and report (UTAR = University of Test Assignments and Report... Lol) However, I asked to come out one sketch for my group presentation for Communication Skill. It is hard for me as I am a perfectionist and I want a good and comedy sketch. Someone out there help me, please. Maybe my sketch based on some popular fairy tales but I will change the characters and the incident happened in the story. Eg, Juliet singing "Love Story" by Taylor Swift to Romeo, Snow white kills the witch. Haha. It is creative, but you know what? If this sketch works, I have to wear DRESS, in other words, I will acts as a female in the presentation. Die me. >,<

The coming Tuesday, I have to complete a task, a disgusting yet horrifying task, which is dissection of rat for my Biology lab practical. Eww, it is so disgusting as we have to cut the skin of the rat and observe the organ of the rat. It is so cruel as we going to kill a rat. It is so "Kao Wet". Eww eww eww. Please let me go, Ms Tang. I am not a Bio student. I dont want do that practical. But luckily, one of my classmate willing to do that for me. But I still fell very sorry for those rat. I think I going to starve for that day. T T Bless me and the rat.

I am craving for nice foods now. I wanted to go back to KL so badly as I can get them more easily. I want pork noodles and Uncle Senf at SS15, Subang Jaya. I want TGI Friday, Delicious,Chilis, Bumba Gump, Nando's, Madam Kuan, and the list go on and on. I want Snowflake, Hageen Daaz, Big Apple, J.Co, Krispy Creame, Alexis and the list still go on and on too. I want Hoegaarden for sure, thats what I craving for so long after I am studying in Kampar. And also The Library, the best chilling place with friends and alcohol. ^^ Kampar, a dead city, even do not have Mcd. But they going to have one here and i think they open after I leave. Sob sob.

Guys, must try the GCB burger from Mvd. It is so nice and I drive purposely to Ipoh for that burger, for twice. It is simply awesome with a lot of chili sauce. Must try it. (OMG, I am hungry now.)

I am so lost now. I think I told one of my BFF just now. I wondering why God created me with this kind of mind. Mixed feeling. Should I go according my feeling that maybe will hurts my F&F and regret whole life? Or should I go according to their wish that somehow will betray my feeling? Complicating issue and feeling again. >,<

Off for shower then mask...
ETC (Edan Travis Chang) <3

Complicated

It's been a while I am not access to blogspot.com, not only mine but others as well. I do not have such time and intention to go to blog and read blogs one by one. Sorry for being M.I.A for months because I have to concentrate on my studies and my personal life.

It is an interesting and challenging in this new semester. I met a lot of friends through prom night and campus occasions. I get into know a batch of 4 BFFs in this town, and I glad that they support me all the way from school to my life. Thanks babes. And I score better in all the test than previous semester, I get a B and higher than that. Is a improvement for me especially for Biology (I hate Biology, I hate reading). And I went to gym for building muscle, create lines for my body. ^^ However, something bad happened to me on the beginning of the semester. Backstabber talk bad about me, but I was standing out and the conflicts solved. "Do not jealous on other, be yourself. Someday you will be like me."

But my personal life, more miserable.First is my love life, I have been cheated by love ones (Is okay, let go). Secondly, I am a heart-breaker, I do not accept others' love as I prefer single. Feeling good and freed when I am single, but lonely. Thirdly, although I prefer single, someone just changed my mind when a buddy walking into my heart. Smart, charm, warm and sweet are the suitable words to describe her. She just the right one that fulfill all of my requirement for my checklist. But worst to worst, it is just an illusion for her as she just breakup with her BF and it is hurt for me, until now. But I have to let go as they are together now. Sincerely wish them luck in their relationship.

The most miserable things in my life - I so-called lost 3 buddies in my life. They are part of my life. We share, we laugh, we gossip and ...
"Time for me to let go, wish you luck in your relationship. Just give me some times."
"Is not your fault, both of us have to take the responsibility. Time will tell everything. Hope you are doing fine there."
"Sincerely I have to say sorry to you. I shouldn't do that to you cause you are my friend. Hearty apologize."
Nothing else I can help in gaining back. Although I shouldn't say sorry to all of them, all the people just point their fingers at me. What else I can do? I rather to be the bad guys than ruining up two relationships. Let give us some time for it.

"Smash Into You" by Beyonce Knowles from I am ... Sasha Fierce. Try to listen to this song. Simply awesome.

Semester 1

I finished my 1st Trimester in UTAR. It was fun and new to me as I met some of the new friends in UTAR. I met a group of people that "pia" with me for my final (study hard for final). We spent almost 2.5 weeks earlier before the final starts. And the result is out, I get 3.33 for my 1st Trimester. it is quite good but not hitting my target yet, seriously, I am not satisfied and sad with it. What to do? Just do my best for the coming 2 trimester. >,<

I went back to KL for 5 times in 4 weeks, LOLX... I miss my KL home badly... >,<... First time is back for fetching my mother at LCCT. Second time is back after dropping my sister at Kampar. Third time is back for SHOPPING. Fourth time is back for BABES, FRIENDS, SHOPPING and TAYLOR'S LAKESIDE. Fifth time is back for BABES and SHOPPING.

I met a lot of my old school friends, friends and my soulmates. Bubba Gump, Chili, TGI Friday, Madam Kuan, Uncle Seng, Haagen Daaz, Pepper Lunch,Tony Roma, Delicious, Baskin Robin, Nando's... OMG, the food is damn nice wei... Hope to get them again when get back to KL... I miss the Fondue from Haagen Daaz and the Jack Daniel's Burger from TGI Friday, is damn awesome pawsome edansome... Mama Mia~~~

I went to Batu Caves with two of my friends in M'sia and S'pore... They are awesome... ^^

I went to Taylor's Lakeside Campus as I fetch my friend out from the school... The campus is awesome... ^^
I went out with my babes... They are awesome... ^^
I own a brand new iPod... It is awesome... ^^
I went to drink with my brother and his friends... They are awesome... ^^
I went to dinner with my friends... They are awesome... ^^
Whole semester break full with AWESOME... Mama Mia... ^^

I love to shop at KLCC after this trimester break... Fred Perry is the most favorite shop for me right now. I bought one shoes and 2 bags from there. Is damn cheap, freaking cheap. And I am VIP for Fred Perry now... >,<... KLCC got Paul Smiths which I one wallet from there... RM1699, OMG is seriously expensive but diva... Lolx... And The Body Shop there... I love to go there for window shopping and Xoxo... Haha... And I HATE PAVILION... Don't know why, I just hate it...

One of my babe is flying to US soon for her further degree... I going to miss her a lot and wish her good luck in her coming challenges in US... And her relationships too... <3... I hope I can farewell her in the coming weekends of June... Pray Pray Hope Hope Pray...

1 more weeks for counting down my 2nd trimester... I heard Thermodynamics is hard and I may screw it up... No no no, I won't... I will fight for it, for my CGPA... Hmph...

Sign off for Facebook...

P/S: I hate you, but I love you... I can't stop thinking of you...

Back to Wonderland

I went back to KL on Friday night, thats making me excited. I can meet all of my friends, my brothers, my families and I can shop for sure. But after reaching here for three days, it seems like the definition of KL have changed. Am no more find there are any joyful or exciting incident and people thats light up my day in KL. I was so boring here and even now, I am blogging at home. What a bored day. ><

I miss the people who caring me a lot when I studying in KL, they are awesome. However, we have some gap between us, I think. Hope that my assumption is always wrong, I love you all. I miss the shop here in KL. Snowflakes, Big Apple, Hageen Dasz, Uncle Sang in SS14 Subang and of course H20. And I want to shop in KL but nobody company me. I NEED PEOPLE. And I miss someone who do not have much time for me, I having bad time here, and I need your shoulder. I need more people seriously as I miss it so much. Club? I will go there someday, with my friends.

I hate KL traffic, damn it. I trapped in traffic jam for almost 2 hours as I go from MidValley to Jalan Maharajalela to fetch my father and we took 2 hours to get back home. Lolx. It made me exhausted. I drove from Cheras to LCCT in the morning. The LCCT to KL then Damansara and heading back to Cheras. Then go to Damansara again and dropped my father in KL and I drive back to Cheras again. >.< Is like WALAO for me. I am exhausted and I need rest. First time ever I feel tired because of driving, but I will never hate driving cause it is FREEDOM.

Sign off for dinner + supper with dad.

Good night.

P/S : Although working schedule is full, remember to take care your health. hopefully can meet you after your task in HK.

First Semester in UTAR

Let me count, is like half month I never update anything in my blog and even my Facebook. I was busying with my exam last two weeks. Finally, the exam is over and I am exhausting seriously. I was studying from morning till night in school library and continue my studies at home and friends' house till midnight. Am I hardworking enough? Please never say YES, because I never do my revision before exam and by the time the final exam come to the corner, I was panic and dying for cover all the lecture had taught. It not gonna happen in next semester, PROMISE, I will go study in library during weekends.

The papers were hard seriously. Now I am worry about my result. Will it be 3.7, 3.3, 3.0, 2.0? Shit, making my life so miserable. Damn it. Anyway, thank you to ShuHui, Sotong Girl and Ivan, my "studymates" , friends in UTAR. Happy that meeting you all. Enjoy your holiday. I will inform you all whether our trip can make it or not. ^^.

Holiday~~~. The best part for this moments. I going back to Kuala Lumpur, the land of sin. Lolx. I planned for my one month holiday. ^^
1) KL pit stop - KL friends, Subang's soulmates, shopping, sleep, movie, nightlife and Jennifer. ^^
2) Melaka - Makan makan makan...
3) Singapore - Find my mother during Mother's Day in S'pore and friends as well.
4) Peneng - Makan makan makan...
Lots more. I think thats the major one. But I think time is not allow me to do so. Haih. Hope can do it all in one shot. I bored till die if I am locked here. Outing is my life.

Sign off for nap, never sleep well for two weeks due to stress of exam... Ciao~~~
PS  : I am coming now. ^^
PS' : I read it.