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This week, I am free from test and presentation. I feel lighter now as last few weekd were my nightmare of test, assignments and report (UTAR = University of Test Assignments and Report... Lol) However, I asked to come out one sketch for my group presentation for Communication Skill. It is hard for me as I am a perfectionist and I want a good and comedy sketch. Someone out there help me, please. Maybe my sketch based on some popular fairy tales but I will change the characters and the incident happened in the story. Eg, Juliet singing "Love Story" by Taylor Swift to Romeo, Snow white kills the witch. Haha. It is creative, but you know what? If this sketch works, I have to wear DRESS, in other words, I will acts as a female in the presentation. Die me. >,<

The coming Tuesday, I have to complete a task, a disgusting yet horrifying task, which is dissection of rat for my Biology lab practical. Eww, it is so disgusting as we have to cut the skin of the rat and observe the organ of the rat. It is so cruel as we going to kill a rat. It is so "Kao Wet". Eww eww eww. Please let me go, Ms Tang. I am not a Bio student. I dont want do that practical. But luckily, one of my classmate willing to do that for me. But I still fell very sorry for those rat. I think I going to starve for that day. T T Bless me and the rat.

I am craving for nice foods now. I wanted to go back to KL so badly as I can get them more easily. I want pork noodles and Uncle Senf at SS15, Subang Jaya. I want TGI Friday, Delicious,Chilis, Bumba Gump, Nando's, Madam Kuan, and the list go on and on. I want Snowflake, Hageen Daaz, Big Apple, J.Co, Krispy Creame, Alexis and the list still go on and on too. I want Hoegaarden for sure, thats what I craving for so long after I am studying in Kampar. And also The Library, the best chilling place with friends and alcohol. ^^ Kampar, a dead city, even do not have Mcd. But they going to have one here and i think they open after I leave. Sob sob.

Guys, must try the GCB burger from Mvd. It is so nice and I drive purposely to Ipoh for that burger, for twice. It is simply awesome with a lot of chili sauce. Must try it. (OMG, I am hungry now.)

I am so lost now. I think I told one of my BFF just now. I wondering why God created me with this kind of mind. Mixed feeling. Should I go according my feeling that maybe will hurts my F&F and regret whole life? Or should I go according to their wish that somehow will betray my feeling? Complicating issue and feeling again. >,<

Off for shower then mask...
ETC (Edan Travis Chang) <3

Complicated

It's been a while I am not access to blogspot.com, not only mine but others as well. I do not have such time and intention to go to blog and read blogs one by one. Sorry for being M.I.A for months because I have to concentrate on my studies and my personal life.

It is an interesting and challenging in this new semester. I met a lot of friends through prom night and campus occasions. I get into know a batch of 4 BFFs in this town, and I glad that they support me all the way from school to my life. Thanks babes. And I score better in all the test than previous semester, I get a B and higher than that. Is a improvement for me especially for Biology (I hate Biology, I hate reading). And I went to gym for building muscle, create lines for my body. ^^ However, something bad happened to me on the beginning of the semester. Backstabber talk bad about me, but I was standing out and the conflicts solved. "Do not jealous on other, be yourself. Someday you will be like me."

But my personal life, more miserable.First is my love life, I have been cheated by love ones (Is okay, let go). Secondly, I am a heart-breaker, I do not accept others' love as I prefer single. Feeling good and freed when I am single, but lonely. Thirdly, although I prefer single, someone just changed my mind when a buddy walking into my heart. Smart, charm, warm and sweet are the suitable words to describe her. She just the right one that fulfill all of my requirement for my checklist. But worst to worst, it is just an illusion for her as she just breakup with her BF and it is hurt for me, until now. But I have to let go as they are together now. Sincerely wish them luck in their relationship.

The most miserable things in my life - I so-called lost 3 buddies in my life. They are part of my life. We share, we laugh, we gossip and ...
"Time for me to let go, wish you luck in your relationship. Just give me some times."
"Is not your fault, both of us have to take the responsibility. Time will tell everything. Hope you are doing fine there."
"Sincerely I have to say sorry to you. I shouldn't do that to you cause you are my friend. Hearty apologize."
Nothing else I can help in gaining back. Although I shouldn't say sorry to all of them, all the people just point their fingers at me. What else I can do? I rather to be the bad guys than ruining up two relationships. Let give us some time for it.

"Smash Into You" by Beyonce Knowles from I am ... Sasha Fierce. Try to listen to this song. Simply awesome.