Merry Christmas

It is a special day for me as I am sitting at my home, not outing to anywhere for this year Christmas celebration. Do people ask me for outing, vacation and even go to town for experience the joy. As my final getting nearer and nearer, I am stressful. The stress able to turn the day to night. (I am just kidding but the way) I admit that I did not put a lot of effort on my coursework and that is why I still have not achieve my goal this semester. Time for me to do a little bit for my result for this final semester of Foundation. Study study study.

I wish I can get a small celebration in town when I am back to KL with my close one. Christmas party, New Year party or even my birthday, maybe. Long time I never celebrate my big day. I still remember the last time I celebrate my birthday when I was in primary school. Looking forward on this year birthday party in KL with Joey Lee. Joey, as I promised you, we will exchange our present. Excited. Then we continue our joy with alcohol. Yeah~

Still a day to go before my first paper starts. Am feeling stress. Time to back to my studies. Ciao.

Rumors

It is just like spore, it spreads everywhere with the help of wind and anywhere could be their place of growing.

Rumors, an unverified statement or explanation circulating from one to another which is doubtful accuracy. Is like a television series in United State, Gossip Girl, the gossip and talk of returning of Serena from mysterious stay of boarding school. All happening in a school and even city in New York. And I am like the Serena in the drama.

It ruined up my relationships and my reputation as well. Well, for me those talk on me is seriously irritating but funny. There is no evidence to prove those gossip valid and some of them is fabricating themselves. I do not know how to respond to those rumors sometimes. Ridiculous maybe? LMAO. And I believe that all these will follow me until the day I finish my undergraduate. Just try my best to protect myself and my close one.

Whatever it is, just fuck and back off. Speak out to me with evidence before the rumors is true. Clarification that I made now is useless I think. Therefore, being hushed is the best way for shielding myself I guess.

Regain little blogging mode

Oh gosh, it is been a long time I never come to this site. Soon, I will get back to my blogging mode.

This is the last semester for my Foundation program in UTAR, hopefully. And the worst thing is, I having my final during my Christmas and birthday. Gosh, it ruined up my plans. Initially, I planning to celebrate Christmas and my birthday at somewhere else (not at Kampar, indeed). Now I have to study as 2 days after Christmas is my first paper. 5 paper in one row, back to back, However management set me a holiday during my birthday, but the next day they squeezed with 2 papers.

Study study study, forced to postpone my celebration of turning 20. Whatever. I just do not want to screw up my finals and ask to stay another semester for retaking those failed subject (touchwood). I do not want to delay my time of graduation as I am later then others and I can't wait to step in this society.